ok, so confession time. tonight we went for dinner at my partners aunty and uncles and I ate what they cooked (had 2 pieces of ravioli, salad and garlic bread. so not too bad in the big scheme of things. then......i had the most delicious cupcake sized sticky date pudding with icecream! i am very disapointed in myself. although this is my first non compliant pcp binge - i shouldnt have done it. what can i say really, no excuses. naughty. shivers, i also had a couple (well 4 to be exact) crackers with a smidgen of cheese (which was greasy and gross by the way). i feel like i have let the team down, and myself, i was doing so well.
The motivaton i had before seems to be slowly fading, i dont know why, and i want to really put in 100% this last month, but its hard to stay focused if that makes sense, why now? its such a pain these feelings of 'ive had enough of this' wont go away.
ok so theres that out of the way. hope everyone else is going well
nite.
